Discovering if Im g*y ?

Question

I am old. Well not OLD, but Im almost 18. I have never really dated anyone. I dated one kid, and I guess I liked him at the time, but now I am completely over him. I remember being crazy about him, but now, I think... why did I even consider it? I am just not into him anymore.

Anyways. Uhm there was a time period in my life were I assumed I was a L*****n. I didnt tell anyone. But I always liked looking at girl p**n more than guy p**n, even though at times I like guy p**n. However though, I just looked at girl p**n more. I have never had a crush on a girl though, but I see some girls out and Im like "d**n LOOK AT THAT ***" but I dont literally think about being with her. I dont know if thats weird or not. I think its s**y, but the idea of me doing anything with her doesnt really strike my mind. Ah well.

Than with guys, Ive had crushes on them, but am kind of reconsidering it now. I am hardly ever around any guys. Wait. Im kind of hardly around people in general. ... haha. No I do have some friends, but more girl friends than guys. Anyways, my girlfriends I even KNOW are attractive, and sometimes theyll do like a random thing that turns me on, or wear clothes that turn me on, whatever. And I think "Im so homo". But anyway, back to the guys. I think guys have awesome personalities, and I love being with guys, but I am not straight up turned on by any guys right now. I just. Am not.

To tell you the truth, I dont mind being homo. At all. Socially I mean, I really dont care what people think of me. For the most part anyways. But I guess I just dont know if I am yet. I am way more turned on by girls bodies at times. I cant help but feel though that doesnt make me straight up g*y.

Ethier way, I dont mind being g*y, but well, I am only in a sense that, itd bother me because, it seems really difficult for g*y people to be.. "normal". Its seen as so "unormal", to people anyway. If Im g*y, I just wish you know, I could have kids, and a family. And also, itd be easier to just meet people. Its easy to just flirt with guys in school, because everybody does that. Straight is NORMAL, you know.

God Im so sick of that. NORMAL. Wtf is normal nowadays.

Anyways. I just want some sure fire proof that I am g*y. Is that possible? Sounds like it isnt. But anyway, yes I find some girls hot, but never have I had a like emotional giddy crush. You know? I dont know.

What can I do to possibly.. find out my sexuality ?

Answer 1

Sure, it's possible that you're g*y. But, since you like both guys and girls, you could also be bi. Or maybe you're pansexual (meaning you like people, regardless of their gender), since you seem to be attracted more to personalities than anything and you seem open to anyone. Only you can decide what you are, though. No one else can tell you. But it's also not necessary to label yourself. Just be with people who you like, be they male, female, FtM, MtF, whatever you like. Good luck =)

Answer 2

In the whole grand scheme of life you're still young, and you don't have to have everything worked out.

Sexuality isn't something that fits into two specific categories of straight and g*y. It's my opinion that you're attracted to people not genders.

It'll become clearer to you in time, try not to think about it so much.