I was recently in a car accident where I ended up with a closed head injury. At first, it wasn't so bad, I recovered pretty quickly, but, it seems I am somewhat regressing, now.
First, I still get physically exhausted pretty fast. Anything from running or biking for a while, to walking a long distance will tire me out for the whole rest of the day. Even when this stuff used to make me feel physically tired, I used to feel great afterwards because I got exercise. Now, I feel kind of lazy.
Not to mention, I haven't been able to sit down to focus on anything, either. I can't read for more than about 15 minutes, sometimes a little more, sometimes even less. I can't seem to focus on a movie or at least sit still. I watched the Olympics last night and kept forgetting who was doing which event.
My attention span in general is very low. If I'm holding a conversation and someone speaks to me for more than a half a minute, I find that I am unlikely to remember what they were talking about in the first place.
Now, when I'm not focusing on anything, I have a hundred thoughts floating through my head, ranging from my anxiety over upcoming college classes I might not be able to even take anymore, to recent relationship troubles. I get very irritated and depressed rather quickly, when I don't have anything to do with myself.
However, if I can't read for very long, or if I can't seem to focus on a movie, and most physical activities make me really tired, what else can I do to keep myself busy, so I don't wind up feeling angry and depressed all the time?
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