Do I have the right to feel as an artist? (Sorry, It's too long, I used all chracters)?

Question

I know to play an organ, I studied it@least 2-3 years, when I was about 10.I don't really like playing an organ,'coz guitar was my desired instrument back then.My mom said that guitar is suitable for boys,becoz there will be no problem if they have callouses in their fingers.I enjoyed my 1st recital & then, after that, things started to change.I hate going to my classes,I hate the pieces my maestro present 'coz those pieces doesn't suit my feeling,my head gets all spaced up when learning those pieces,my teacher is very impatient 'coz i think she expects to do some more effort from me,I feel that people were pushing me! I hate that!Music is supposed to be fun, right? I can't enjoy my playing & I'd love to play the more classic pieces, like it were the songs to my heart.Now,I'm turning 15-- no talent@all.I write poems and paint sometimes,but I want to be specialized in something,something that I know I'll enjoy,like piano/violin,I'm happy listening2classical music, I feel like an artist!

Answer 1

You are an artist!

Enjoy the miss givings because that is one object of the artist!

Everyone likes a good callus!

Answer 2

Pain! Pain! and more pain! That's what good artistry is made of! If it were all fun then we would be missing so much beauty from the blood of others dreams. Practice, practice, practice to be really good at it you need to be immersed in it, or your just fooling yourself! I do have fun with my art but I've bled for that right!