So lately I've been thinking about my best & only guy friend. He used to mow my neighbor's yard over the summer but they moved so now he doesnt mow here anymore. I kinda miss him mowing. Especially today when I wandered around outside by myself. I thought about how he knows 1 of my embarrassing secrets. & how my mom actually approves of him. I think about how if he still mowed here that he'd come over to my house again. & at school my 2 best friends actually looked at me & him in the lunch line & said to each other, "R u thinking what I'm thinking?" Then they made a heart in the air. & me & him were just kinda confused about that. But now I've been thinking about it a lot, & it bugs me when he talks to other girls. Do I really like him or am I just being paranoid? & If i do, I don't want that to ruin our friendship.
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