They are polite, nice, have a job, full time college student, not smoking, not drinking, doesn't go out and party or get drunk. Because I feel so unjustified here, I am working my butt off in school and work and even contribute to the house financially and I feel ever since my mother stopped receiving child support I was no good to her.
I'm 19 going on 20.
Also because I have a boyfriend and he is a great guy but she hates him partly because of his skin color (he is Canadian white) but he goes to school, is on the dean's list, has a job and is serious about school and we are in a serious relationship, he's not bad AT ALL!!! No where near it!
And she is so over-prided about being Spanish and hispanic, she only wants me dating spanish men but I am in love with my boyfriend, you do not choose who you love all the time! and I really really really love him! He's like the best thing that has ever happened to me.
And she told me she would never kick me out but a year later "boom!" it happens and she changes her mind. I hate her.
I can't afford to be on my own, I'm working towards my degree and a full time student, maybe when I get my degree and decent paying job but I still have 2 years to go. Now I feel bitter towards her, when she says "I love you" or gives me a fake smile it makes me sick to my stomach, I need to leave for my own sake now because she is controlling. Just because I found a great guy and she makes my life heck.
I'M PAYING FOR MY SCHOOL, I'M PAYING FOR MY FOOD AND BOOKS AND CELL PHONE AND ALL MY NECESSITIES!!!!
She never encouraged me to go to college ... only for stupid insurance reasons.
And I don't have a car either so she just takes me to school but what choice did I have? She spent all my money for school on her garden and to decorate her house!!!??!
So as soon as I get my next paycheck I do not care I am going to treat myself and get a brand new red 2008 volkswagen Jetta .... I freaking need a break from all her horse sh** and I can't wait!
No money for school, no money for car and yet she complains and acts like I am not mature because I don't drive but even when I tried to drive at 16 and 17 she always hindered me and said "go to this school and learn first ..... I CAN'T TAKE YOU DRIVING!"
She NEVER supported me she always wanted to be in control of my life and live my d**n life for me. grrrr I hate her!
She screwed EVERYTHING up and with this tension I can't stay long anyways, she's making my life heck and if she is that quick to get rid of me I will be quick to get rid of her. Once I leave I'm not calling her or helping her and when she gets old and everyone can't help her and I'm doing well .... psht! she can forget having my support, I will kick her out the same way she to me!
And she loves grandchildren but you what, she can forget about that too! She can age old and grey before she'll ever get a glimpse of my future children and family!!!!!
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