My sons father (my ex) died from a motorcycle accident about 8yrs ago now. When he died we were not together at the time. I was also in the middle of suing him for child support. The last few times he called to speak to our son, i denied him. When he died i was so overcome with guilt because of this. I also always thought and felt that if i would not have left him, maybe he may still be alive today. The first dream i had with him, he put a necklace with a cross around my neck and told me that he forgave me and that i should let it go. Since then i have had several dreams with him, usually short conversations with me telling him how big our son is and how he looks exactly like him. The most recent dream i had was last night, where he appeared and I told him how much i miss him and how everyone thought he was dead. He then said that what he wanted everyone to think. I was so happy to see him that i could not stop hugging him and kissing him. I told him that I would not let him go again. Then I asked him a questions, but he did not answer. When I looked at him I saw his face, then it changed to his sisters face, then flashed to his, then hers again. She was laughing at me. I asked her if she was messing with me and laughing out loud she said yes. I told her that was not a nice thing to do. I don't know if maybe he had been her all along in my dream. Can anyone make any sense of this???? I'm confused. thanks!
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