Do dreams ever come true? Someone, help me?

Question

I feel embarassed writing about this, but I don't want to give up. I am auctioning off this sculpture that I made in highschool, it is symbolic of how I saw myself...how I still see myself. People don't understand why I "try too hard to be nice to everyone". Oddly enough I have lost friends over it. I feel like I have to work extra hard to prove I am a good and valuable person, because I hate my body, I feel ugly, feel like a freak. I only developed 1 of my b*****s and I am so insecure because of it. I feel like I don't even know who I am inside, because my body came out all wrong. I am an artist and I am drawn to beautiful things. I cannot see myself as beautiful. I ALMOST had a breast augmentation paid for...please see the link for the details. I really just want to be normal, I want to find out who I am inside, my body has really been holding me back. I am ashamed to go to beaches. I don't feel equal to other women, I can hardly call myself a woman.

Answer 1

Everyone is insecure about something. It's almost normal to "feel like a freak". Maybe some people will tell you you should be happy the way you are...and you should. But if theres a way to help YOU get there than do it! If it makes you feel better about yourself than confidence will follow. Women are catty, thats no joke. I'm not bitter, I'm honest. I have been lucky by pure genetics. Have always disliked those who were mean to those who were differnt, not the norm. Those are the people who in the long run (if theres karma) suffer. Good luck to you.

Answer 2

All women are beautirul in their own way. Breast arent everything. Just try to find urself on the inside and u will see everything in a different way. Jus feel good about urself. Everyone was made the way they are for a reason.