Do i have bi-polar disorder? am i crazy?

Question

i know when i move out i hope when i go to college and stuff i won't be as crazy as i feel now. i feel isolated, alone, my friends betrayed me, my boyfriend betrayed me, there are times when im in room awake but asleep feeling as though i'm then crazy staring at the wall laughing at the thought of it.. my emotions are never in place. i'm always feeling irritated, angry, start fits, rocking myself and making weird noises, act out of character, i get this from my mom. my mom made me bi-polar i think. my sister became bi-polar before she left at 18 to live with her other mom. i remember what she told me. "i feel bad for you living with your mom. if only you had another to go to. fortunately i did, you don't have another mom. i go bi-polar disorder from living with your parents. there was this eerie feeling to all of it.. like something isn't right." i get that feeling about my parents, like something isn't right with them.. even when they're not abusing me.

Answer 1

You don't get bipolar from your environment.  You either have it or don't, and then apply it to your environment.

What I do see here though is a lot of blaming.  That's a problem.  You need to learn not to blame anyone, including yourself.  

You might want to explore such authors as Deepak Chopra or Eckhart Tolle.  They'll get you going in the right direction.

Answer 2

For one having bi-polar dose not make you crazy just different!

Answer 3

Bi-polar is a chemical imbalance and is hereditary. You people can't make you bi-polar. You do need to seek help with the issues you have and the abuse you mentioned. There seems to be a lot of negative in your life! It's time for a positive life. Life to short to have to live this. Please get some help soon. You deserve to be happy. You have a purpose here on earth. Enjoy the journey! My prayer are with you.  

Answer 4

It is necessary to treat nerves