I dont know what has happened to me.When somebody in my home hands over a work to me then i just makes a mes of it many times.Specially my brother when ever he gives me some work like get this and get that , then i just mess up by not getting exactly that.I sometimes feel that i can't work my brain fast.And i also feel that i can't remember things easily.And many of my friend also tell me that i always get things very slowly.Sometimes my friends have to repeat 3 or 4 times (what ever they are trying to explain me) for me to understand a perticular thing.Do i have a problem with my memory or what do i have with my brain ?
It really hurts when some of my friends tell me that i'm one of the most dumb guy .I grasp my studies slowly and i get a lot of doubts.Well i was a very good student in school and intermediate.But later on inengineering i became worst.I don't know sometimes i just can't control my self over my unnecessary things.I mean if there are 2 perticular thing which i have to do , and one is important and other is unimportant but i like the unimportant thign to do.So i just can't force my self toward an important thing , which i actually don't like.
And i also like resting a lot and sleeping a lot.U might be thinking that it is cause m not using my brain and sleeping but i tried that too but i can't even do that thing consistently ( being away from sleep in the complete day).Is it something which is wrong with my brain, i mean is there any kind of deficeincy of something in my brain cause of which m not able to understand properly or not able to grasp properly ?
And i also had 3 strong break ups in my life.Stron means i had cried a lot in those break ups with the one whome i was inlove with.Does it has any effect on my brain ?And m going through a break up at present .I'm getting headaches and i already haave high BP from many years.Is it cause of that ? And also i had join gymnasium for about 3 months about 3 years back , thats is before starting my engineering and i had worked out like anything along with taking suppliments ( products which helps u increase ur body and stamina) and after 3 months i had jaundice and i was in bed for about 1 month.So is it cause of that ?
I'm not social with people , i dont go out much with people as i dont even have much friends.And cause of that i don't know many and many of the places in my own city, is it cause of that ?
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