well we have been friends on the 360 for more than a year we have been chatting like friend though till couple of months ago he confessed his love to me , he loved me for more than a year and he even told his mother before about me, but it seems imposible between us, cuz he is turkish who lives in pakistan for a type of work there and not sure when will be finished and iam egyptian who lives in egypt so the only common language between us is english and both of us ofcourse not that strong ,but we have feelings for each other, and although we from the start knows that it is kinda helpless he is thinking of making it right, like learning arabic and even has no problem to move and find job in egypt and leave pakistan(but to quite isn't that easy though):(
i told my mother,my sister and my aunt and they all told me that it is kinda impossible between us ...while his family welcomes me so much!
and even though my father will be the biggest problem for me cuz he is a very traditional and sensible and practical man..(he isn't bad but he will look to the subject as a responsible father and logically)..well
he is really a good guy and loves me truelly and i have feelings for him too,and we are fit for each other in may things in personality..etc
the problem is thereare many things to make right u see....
whenever i think about it i cry cuz i feel that sooner or later i know that my heart is gonna be broken ;((...
i didn't give him promises but he lnows that i have feelings for him too and i wish it works...
so what do u think i should do? do u think i quite silently with no comments cua i can't tell him that it won't work and i just leave?or try to give it a chance or..what?
ps:we have each ones number but we didn't talk much in it,almost smses all the day...
thank u kindly for ur time and i'll appreciate ur answers..
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