Grown Up
I sit
And look at you
As you stare unseeingly at me
Hour after hour.
Why can’t we do more than stare?
How I long
To run to you,
To hold you,
To love you.
To tell you
Everything that bottles up inside,
And frustrates me,
And makes me want to scream!
But I can’t…..why not?
So long ago
You held the key
To all my dreams.
And now you just sit there,
A mockery of my old self,
The old me,
The child
That always wanted to be grown up.
I used to tell you everything,
And I want to do it again,
But it’s impossible now…..
Big girls can't have teddy bears.
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