I'm a lacto-ovo vegetarian. I've been that for 2yrs now. I have my beliefs and I don't plan on changing them. But that's not exactly the problem. What I'm trying to explain is I already don't get all my vitamins to begin with. But anyhow, this is my eating habit:
- On certain mornings, if I am lucky, I'll get hungry and have healthy lowfat yogurt.
- At lunch, I alway have fruit (it passes through the body system quickly). Usually it's just an apple and a fruit cup. Nothing more.
- When I get home, sometimes I have a little snack.
- Dinner will come around but I do my best to only eat until my stomach is satisfied, not full or anything.
Does this mean I'm starting to have an eating disorder or something? I exercise when I feel the slightest bit of weight and I get very self-conscious about myself. I also have a tendancy to check my weight very often. At least once a day. I've been called anerexic and belemic (because of the way my body looks but I'm not) but people call me that. I can't tell if they joke but it's starting to get to my head. Maybe I am suffering from something. Sadly, I don't feel the need to correct it. I think everything is just fine. Right? Maybe I'm just crazy? Who knows, lately I've been wondering if I'm also bipolar cause I have family members who are and my real doctor said she thinks I need to talk to a doctor about depression. Like I'm depressed. Though, it's not like I'd like to admit that. I just need some answers. I need to know what's wrong with me. Be very honest with your answers. I can't get better if you don't tell me the truth.
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