Do you ever feel like.....?

Question

ok first of all I'm not depressed. the only time I ever think about this is when I'm like home alone listening to music... or playing my guitar.

Do you ever feel like.... you're not where you're supposed to be? Like there's nothing going for you where you are, or there is no reason to stay, but there is no possible way you can get out? Like you're trapped where you are..... and.... I just don't know how to describe it. Like me, I live in a small town in a small state and everyone here is, well preppish. (not anything wrong with that) Who I am, and who they are, are just two totally different types. The only person like me is one of my best friends, and we've talked about this, but we just can't.... be who we want to be without causing a huge ruccus. With our parents, and the ppl we go to school with. I want to move to london and there is no way possible because my grandparents still live here and my mom wont let us. I want to get my lip pieced but my mom would kill me. I.... well the other majore thing is... the guys here, all they care about is having some stick skinny girl that looks like shes annorexic. And besides they arent my type or my friends type. All I can say is it feels like I'm trapped here. My life is GREAT, its just it feels like I could do so much better. Does anyone else ever feel this way? I just feel like im waisting my life away here... I wnat to be out! Traveling the world!

srry its so much I just have a lot to say

Answer 1

yup. exact same way!

Answer 2

Yes i feel that way all the time

Answer 3

you are unique and maybe

Answer 4

Yes, i know the feeling very too well. It's called Apathy. It happens all the time, and it's just a part of life we have to deal with, you can get Depression pills for it, and what not, but the best thing you can do is to find something you really enjoy doing. Or get a guy who really likes you, for you. You need something to occupy your mind, keep it away from feelings Apathy. Sleep also helps, so if you start feeling like that, Do something you love, or rest abit.

I understand what you're going through, i go through it all the time.

If you need anymore help just message me, i'm here for you.

Good-luck.

Answer 5

well, only 1 thing i need to say...

enjoy your life as much as u can...

Answer 6

yes....i kinda do feel like that...except...i am depressed alot...but i want to get my eyebrow pierced and i want my belly button pierced but my parents would totally hate me more than they already do...and i dont want to live in london..i just want to get away from my state..and parents...my life kinda sucks...but i think itt would be so much better if i could just go away with my friends somewhere and just start a "new" life basically....

Answer 7

I feel exactly like that :(

I live in a small city in Virginia and I feel like there's just no opportunity whatsoever here. Ever since I was like, ten, I wanted to move to a huge city where everything's busy 24/7. I promised myself that when I have children, they'll never get on a bus, look out the window and just watch plain green suburbia pass their eyes.

Ever since my best friend told me she was moving earlier this summer, we've been talking about how we just hate where we (or I, now) live. And when she moved I told her I was SO happy she was leaving, that way she's out of this city. She's moved before and she told me that virginia is the only state she's been to that requires Virginia History and Virginia Geography and we figure it's because everyone's just expected to live here forever. We're both very head-strong in our future careers: she wants to do something in Science, I'm trying to break in international business in fashion (not modeling, but straight out business like marketing or merchanding worldwide) and how is learning about Virginia's Chesapeake Bay gonna help us AT ALL in our future careers? We're expected to live here and die here and have more children who will live here and die here.

And we're both set on going to colleges in New York City that are only fifteen minutes away from each other but my mom refuses to let go of me. It's like you love these people, but you can't stand how they're getting in the way of something that means just SO much to you.

And with the people, I understand. I think the prep thing is okay, but here, it's really just skateboarders thinking about nothing but skateboarding and girls and wearing the exact same shirt as your best friend from Hollister and Abercrombie and American Eagle. I don't even understand where they even get the clothes 'cause none of those stores are here. Like, NOTHING is here. I can get accessories from the Dollar Tree and Flea Markets and still have people come up to me say they like my outfit. I just hate the lack of individual style and how, if you have one, it's looked down on =/

After New York City, I plan on living in Paris, France and raising a family there. I know my parents'll be like, "NO!" even though I'm probably gonna be like 30 or something.

I'm okay with my life, but a different environment would just help fuel it more. I'm sure you get what I mean :P

Like I'm sorry with how much I have to say :P But when you're old enough to, I'm sure you'll be doing whatever you want. I guess you just have to wait it out :(