I don't get it. I've never been good at making friends. I'm nice to everyone and I'd never talk bad about people. I take care of myself, so I don't smell bad or anything. I'm normally a little shy but this summer I've worked on that and I've been talking to my coworkers a lot so my shyness doesn't even show anymore.
But still, after all this, I'm just a co-worker to all of them. None of them see me as a friend. I've been really nice to them and I've asked them about their lives/themselves etc...but it's never enough.
It seems like it's always like this. At school, at work, even with my own family, I'm always getting overshadowed by my sister and brothers. It just really makes me wonder if something is wrong with me.
I think for some reason, I'm just not a likeable person. I don't know what it is, but I'm not the type of person that other people are happy to see. I've never been that, and it's to the point where it's sort of depressing.
Anyone else deal with that feeling?
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