I was dating a jerk when I lived in Illinois, and because he was a jerk, I was more attracted to him. I worked at the mall, and I had the biggest crush on this guy named Mike. He was so fun, and totally nice, and just a sweetheart. Well, I wish I would have pursued things with him. I have his email still, and I used to have his phone number. I broke my phone. AGGGHHHH!!! I've done nothing but think about him since I left Illinois. We used to e-mail back and forth. Last I heard from him, he was at his training came in Ft Meyers, FL. (he plays in the minor leagues) He just got bumped to AAA, I've saved all the articles about him. He just always made me smile, and I miss that about life. I'm too scared to email him, I don't want him to think I want his money, or fame or blah blah blah. I just really miss him and I regret picking my jerky boyfriend over him.
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