Regrets. by Jayne Jancys [8-23-08]
Remembering the days when I could tell you anything,
when you were mine and I was yours.
The days of endless laughs and smiles so rich and warm,
it was like the sun on the Summer sidewalk.
So full of fire, powerful.. dangerous,
but I knew you'd hold onto me forever and never let it burn me.
Then my heart ran in all different directions,
wondering if I still loved you.
It scared me to think this could be over.. so quick,
without even a moments notice.
I asked myself can I lose another love?
No, my heart would split into millions of jagged pieces,
never to be completed.
so then my heart wandered away and I told you we needed this to end,
the sacrifice I made for you, letting myself slip away into your control.
I was scared and let you go, you didn't argue or fight,
you just said whatever makes you happy.
It killed me that you thought this would make me happy,
but I was dying inside.. waiting for myself to heal.
My regrets, unspoken words,emotions, feelings..
to never be said again.
Open my eyes, let my heart find a way through, lay back in this empty field,
remembering the days I could tell you anything.
When you were mine and i was yours,
smiles and happiness are gone.. just left with agony.
I hear your voice and I cringe,
feeling jealous and cold when I think you might find another girl.
The venomous rage of wanting you back,
taking over my soul.. I need you.
but I know this can and will never be,
more than just a fantasy.
farewell my friend, goodbye my love..
forever in my heart and my dreams.
this was what i thought when i first ended things with my boyfriend, but it turns out I'm a lot happier without him =] sad, but true.
I want your opinions and reviews please!!
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