Do you think I was sold by my parents for human trafficking?

Question

I have been introduced to american pop music, and movies since i was young in back in Asia. and I became obssessed with them as they were my only escape in my depressing life I had back then. so I dreamt of coming to US and started studying english as encouraged by my dad as he felt english was an important skill..which I agree.

then when I turn 17, my mother showd me a cut out article from newspaper about exchange student program. I was excited as I had been anticipating it so for long. so I left the country at the age of 17 by myself where I was raped, used, etc by random people who seemed to be connected somehow. then after yrs later, I became the typical sexual , trafficking victim. I guess what I am trying to understand is...my family seem to have sold me into this.

my dad is bit crazy and so is my mom.

my dad used to show me a lot of love and no love to my mother..so I thought maybe she sent me off to another country because she was jealous and unloved and hated me as she always secretly did.

I only talk to her like once a yr and whenever i tell her about this traumatic incident I have in my life, she just tells me to cheer up and that things will get better, look to the positive side and that I will go to grad school etc. I understand that thier lives are difficult and there is not much they can do as family for my misfortune..but..

I am starting to get the feeling that..I am naive to believe that they are good naive people who has a strong faith in me and who want to make my dream come true despite of thier financial circumstance..but remain non-communicative with her daughter studying alone in foreign nation. they spent tons of money on me while I was going college at first..but that money might have come from traffickers too.

Ive done so much drug during the trafficking and slavery period that I became very paranoid to the point where I think everybody is somehow connected to this type of thing.

can you tell me what I am missing here? my family did move to bigger house after i moved..and bought cars etc. I was never forced to study as hard as my bro and sister. and was completely isolated and kept by them and pretty much sheltered. (altho I studied english very hard)

it just shocks me that my sis and bro are living normal lives back in asia while i became a victim who has nobody to depend on.

Answer 1

Sounds like you might have.  If this is the case, and it were me, I would make whatever sacrifices I had to and go destroy them.

That is horrible and they should be slaughtered like the rabid animals that they are ****Provided that it is what they have done.

Answer 2

What part of Asia are you from? If ,as you think your parents ''sold'' you into this life How much could they have received Here in Thailand they can buy a teenager for a few thousand dollars Now air fair to America cost that.Might be the drugs are doing this to your mind

My opinion is you are smart and could get out of this life if you wanted too But you like the money drugs and power this gives you

If you want to endanger your life and waste it that is your choice but don't cop out and blame your parents

Been thinking about it Would as a business person take a unproven girl from Asia to America and than ''break her in'' hoping to get a return on you investment With all the laws and places she could find to help her and you know how the laws are in America No you would not you would make sure your product [and that is what you are] would preform 1st No it's the drugs kid Get out of it never talk of it again with your English skills you can come back to your country and live well Good luck to you

Answer 3

I have no idea if your parents were involved, but obviously what has happened to you is horrific and of course illegal. Leave. Leave now. Every community has shelters for abused women, and you will find help.

Answer 4

well i do think they are conected even though they will denie it they are always conected u should tell the police about it they could be doing this to more unfortunate kids like you and dont worry about if ur parents love u  or not cause theirs more people who will care about u i dont even know u and i care cause ur as important as anyone else .