I've always kept up with my school work and have always done very well in school... I'm kinda a perfectionist, so I've really had to learn how to cope with whatever I have... First of all, I can't spell to save my life. I spell most often by sounding out a word, and I generally have to memorize every larger word that I might use. Friends have seriously told me that I spell just about as well as a 3rd grader. On the internet, I have spell check, but when I have to hand write an actual essay in school, I always feel like I have to use a very limited vocabulary so I can be sure I'm not misspelling things. When I'm writing, I always get letters like p's and d's mixed up, just to give an example, and I don't even notice. Earlier today I had to write a page long essay in school as fast and as well as I could, and as I was writing fast, I didn't even realize that I kept spelling word like "beople", "bencil", "pasic", etc, and I had no clue. That actually happens all the time...
I also heard that the way one "thinks" can show if they are dyslexic or not.. I don't typically think with words, but with feelings. Everyone thinks that is so weird, but I don't generally use words in my thoughts unless I have to. I don't like reading because it just gives me this bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, even though I find the actual stories in the books themselves quite entertaining... I'm a slow reader, and I generally have a pretty hard time reading out loud without messing up, pausing, and generally just being confused about every 5 seconds.
I've tried to look at a few websites for "symptoms" of dyslexia, but they all were pretty confusing, so can you help me? I am at a very challenging and academically-based high school, so for the past 3 years here I've had to push myself extremely hard to keep up and stay on top of things, so whether I am dyslexic or just odd, it doesn't seem to affect my grades more than it should.
Do you think I am? Do you think I might be even mildly dyslexic? Who do I see to find out if I am?
Thanks for any help you can give me...
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