Hi! I've been keeping this secret in my heart for a while and I would like to ask for your advise if there any or either your comments. Back than 2.5 years ago, I meet a guy on the internet. I could sense what a great guy he was, and that, somewhere deep inside, we both shared this strong "chemistry" that made me feel close and comfortable. And then after 6 months of exchanging by email, we have decided to meet. It was our first and also last date. I know that I have made a big mistake
by accepting to drink too much when I know that I am not a good drinker. After the dinner, I've asked him to bring me back home or having a coffee somewhere. He said that he prefer to go in a bar to drink and have discussion. But to please me, he brought me home. But since we had so much thing to say so I don't want to go home and I' have asked if he want to stay longer in the car to discuss in front of my house. After 3 hours in the car , we both are tired so he brought me back to my door and wish me good night. The next morning, I called him to say thank you for being such a nice date. But I could only reach his voicemail and back then I weren't able to reach him. Always meet hims voicemail. After 2 weeks, he appears again (he called) and said that I am playing game with him and think that we should keep our distance.
I know that I have made mistake in the first date, however, why he did not give a chance to our friendship. I don't understand. I still keep don't understand why he said that I am playing game with him. What game is he referring too? I should forget him and move on, however a part of myself keep want to have him back. I never had a strong connection with a guy like him. I meet lots of men but any of them can make me smile everyday and feel fullfiled like he did. Could you please help me to understand my situation and if possible to have this man back to me. I only want to have him as friend if we cannot go further than friendship. Thank you.
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