Do you think this is fair??

Question

Okay so I have an older sister and she is 15.....then I have a younger sister and brother.I am the middle child.My older sister gets everything she wants.And I'm not overeacting.I am 14 btw.And i am homeschooling in 7th grade but my older sister is in "high school".Anyways my mother doesn't even let my friends come over for some reason and won't even let me go to theirs.But my older sister is allowed to have 3 freaking friends over for a weekend and even DRINK vodka and get away with it.My mother spends most of the money on my sister's hair,clothes,and other stuff and when I ask for just ONE thing,my mothers just says"Oh,you will have to wait next pay day"......my older sister got more money on clothes becuz she is starting "High School"......I swear I am not overeacting.And when my older sister doesn't have something like a straightener or perfume she will just come in my room and use it whenever she wants.I rarely ask for anything becuz I know my parents will just let me down.I basically have no one to talk to becuz my mother doesn't like my friends WHEN my older sister's friend's drink and are having s*x half the time.My older sister made me cover for her while she snuck out all last year to have s*x with a freaking 18 year old.And when she was caught,my parents actually had the nerve to blame me for half of it becuz I didn't run to them and told them.God and my older sister actually thinks I am jealous of her becuz I complain once or twice that she gets everything she wants.God sometimes I just want to tear her littl eyes out.And no,I am not jealous of her.....I am just disgusted.I really am not over reacting all this is true.Usually I wouldn't post my complaints up here but I can't take it anymore.I can't talk to my parenst becuz I have tried before and they just say that My older sister is in "high school" now and they actually say that they will try to get what I need but they never do.I just wanna know if I am not the only one who thinks this is not fair...I can't talk to any of my friends anymore and I have to homeschool for certain purposes.I have actually talked to my mother about seeing a phsyciatrist but she always says no becuz they are "so expensive."Probably becuz she litteraly spending $500 on my older sister a month.Am I just being selfish annd should I just keep my mouth shut?? It is pretty much useless speaking my mind since no one ever listens.

Answer 1

Hi...

Don't usually do this but I thought I would give you an answer as no-one else has, you seem like you need attention and asking the world and getting nothing back isn't going to make you feel any better.

You're not being selfish and your parents could be more considerate towards you from the way you describe your home life. Just remember that you'll appreciate what you have and your sisters wont, they'll become spoiled and selfish if they aren't already and people like that take hard hits later on in life...

Chin up, don't let it get you down too much and see if there's someone at school, like a friendly teacher, who can give you a bit of one-on-one time to discuss the problem and maybe get your parents involved if possible.

One day you'll realise that having a tougher childhood than your siblings made you the best of the bunch and eventually your parents will apologise for being the way they were or say they are proud of you for what you have achieved despite being overlooked.

I had it tough when I was younger, in different ways, and there came a time in my life when things suddenly and quite inexplicably changed for the better and since then I have had no reason to complain about my life.  I've forgiven the people in my past, I know that I'm a stronger person because of what happened back then.

Karma will pay you back eventually... Trust me.