Do you think this was a vision?

Question

Please don't rant about how crazy I am, and I must warn you this is long and very detailed. This all happened in a matter of about 10-20 minutes, and my eyes were closed. I WAS COMPLETELY CONSCIOUS. I was talking to one of my friends in person. I heard my TV going in the background and everything. I know I wasn't dreaming; tears were streaming down my face and I was still talking when I opened my eyes and I was still on the phone. I was awake, trust me.

So this is how it starts;

I see a very low fence like thing that had a big stone and tall grass behind it. It was on a hill or valley; it goes dip, hill, then another dip. About five steps in front of the fence is a house with a tan border and a tan-brown like roof, and the house was white. In the far-dip valley like thing is another house; it's grayish white and two little girls were playing on the left side of it (right side from my view). The house on the hill had a shotgun laying in the grass, and I later realized the 'fence' was actually like a poorly built track for horses or something, and had two brown horses in it. There was also a man. He was a tall, African man who was very muscularly built. He had on a light brown jumper like thing, and a orange cut-off sleeved shirt. The whole time he wouldn't turn around. At first I got a very mysterious vibe about him. As my view changed, I now saw the front of the house. It had a small window in the front and a gray door on the left side. For some reason, I felt like the year was either 1889 or 1918. But anyway, as I turn vision I see the man; he has a very broad jaw-line and a long, rounded nose. First I thought he was related to me because of the nose, but his was alot longer. His eyebrows were wrinkled up like he was thinking of something or frustrated. As I saw him more, I felt really scared or confused, frustrated, mad, upset and sad..

There was something wrong.

The more he stared at me, the more I got scared. I started crying, saying that he didn't want me there (I was talking to my friend while I was crying and describing everything, and literally said "He doesn't want me here, I think I did something to him") Then I see the two little girls. The first one was wearing a blue dress with a white bow that tied in the back. For some reason I think she was about seven. Then it was a small red-head girl in a yellow dress and she was either four or five. They both gave me the same stare the man did, but their's wasn't as harsh. They looked more afraid. I felt helpless, like I didn't know what to do to make them happy or something. But the man stayed in the track thing for a while, just plowing the grass or raking something? It was a really pretty landscape. I turn around and see all the trees in the back. It was a really dark area and I remember thinking "Something's happened there.." The man starts looking to the other side, and I see a church. It felt really sad and depressing, so immediately I thought a funeral. Then I said it was a funeral for a female. I turn my attention back to him and it felt like I was saying "Why aren't you there?!" The man throws his tool down and goes inside. The inside of the house is really basic, nothing special or peculiar about it. He starts pacing in a hallway and I sit there and watch him. It was like I was asking him what I was supposed to do and he tells me "I want you to leave me alone, woman!" For some reason, I have a strong feeling the woman's name was Anna Mae.I wasn't Jasmine, the person I am now. And this Anna Mae woman was extremely tough. She wasn't afraid of hurting this man and in some sick way she got a thrill from making him mad. She was frightened by him but didn't want it to show. I (Jasmine) started crying as soon as I saw him. There's something really scary about him. I (Anna Mae) kept saying he was a real malicious, clever person. Like he was really manipulative and evil. I feel like his name was Lucifer, or Leon. But it reaaally feels like Lucifer. As the day got darker "Anna Mae" became more scared. As her, I felt like he was going to hurt me, or do something to me. I then felt something really disturbing..my attention turned to the shotgun and I started to cry hysterically and kind of hypervinalate. My friend freaked out and asked me was I okay. I burst out "HE KILLED MY SISTER." I don't have a sister in real life, but as Anna Mae, my sister's name was Christine, and Lucifer killed her. I (Anna Mae) kept saying he either loved her or loved me. But he loved one of us yet he was trying to hurt us, and push us away. I wouldn't leave him though. I stayed there and waited until dark. I knew something was going to happen, but I was too stubborn or naive to leave. So finally he stops pacing. He runs to the front, says "I told you to leave, me, ALONE" and shoots me. I die, and I open my eyes..

I couldn't make this up if I tried.

What I felt was unbelieveable. It felt like I really was living her life, and she wasn't happy. Lucifer scared me (as Jasmine) and I didn't like him at all. He was a really evil person and I could feel it. I've never had anything like this happen to me before, but last night was the first time I felt something like a male voice whisper in my ear too.

Do you think this was a vision?

How would you explain this to someone?

I'm so scared it's going to happen again, and I don't like it at all.

Thanks in advance.

Sorry it was so long, but like I said, it was detailed.

Answer 1

If you believe in reincarnation which I do then you did have a vision of what you went through in a different lifetime.  Perhaps there is a lesson from that lifetime that you need to recall now to help or assist you in this lifetime.

Answer 2

see a psychiatrist.

Answer 3

It is very hard to answer your question. A waking dream seems like a long stretch. A vision? I just am not sure but would like to give you a couple of things to think about.

You said there is something handed down among women in your family. Are you from another culture? Is your family recently from Africa or the Carribbean? Do they practice Vodun or Santeria?

While I hear your respect for women in your family...I have had a similar heritage, although I am white...I also hear, as I myself experienced when young...I hear fear and your reluctance to experience this again.

If you are involved in any of these religions, I want to be careful not to be disrespectful. I am going to answer as a Christian or out of the Judeo-Christian tradition. So if you are not open to this, please don't be offended but take it as it is offered...my best answer.

Lucifer is the angel who fell. The presence of Lucifer and the gun and the fear do not cause me to want you to pursue this as a religious vision.

You have a choice. You can reject this as a vision or prophesy. I see no reason for God to give you such a frightening prophesy. I would suggest that if you feel it is a vision, you say no to it in the name of Jesus of Nazareth. And then walk away without fear.

The presence of Lucifer suggests this vision, if that is what it is, is from the Christian or Jewish tradition.

There is another possibility. Could this be something frightening that really happened to you and your mind is trying to cope with it by re-living it.

I am glad your friend was on the phone with you. THis is very heavy stuff for age 13.

I will pray for your safety, whether this is emotional or spiritual in nature, and that you find the truth or that this simply never happens again.

Answer 4

Wow!

If you knew the area you think it was in; yu can look up the newspapers or something. Maybe it happened in your house (Find the history; City Hall or somethinq)

I think its amazinq tho!  

Answer 5

you are reading way too much into it... much of the subconscious when it tries to communicate with your conscious is abstract so what you get is the theatrical version with twists...so don't pay too much attention to all the "details" or the guy that tells you it means nothing for that matter... also, i do not believe satan would choose to impart a message to you since you are no threat, ie.  not a christian and are already lost...he tends to focus on those that are devoted to Christ  so as to slap the Saviour in the face... but you can however be having a premonition because the sub is more in touch with things going on in your life than your much polluted conscious mind...(a gift of God)  but anyway i would suppose the sister is you... lucifer is a guy that has or is going to do something negative... this does not mean something really horrible but be cautious if you haven't got a clue as to anything that has already taken place... you seem to be bonded to this guy in some way...not being able or willing to flee... a bf or that of a close friend perhaps even a family member... as far as the intense detail and storyline just chalk that up to a book you read or movie you've seen... you are extremely intelligent ( just a click or two away from insanity actually, most of those that reside in assylums have very high IQ's) so you will have these frequently throughout your life but i need to set you straight on one thing' ( sorry) you have one chance at life, one soul one carafe... so please don't waste your time on superstitions like reincarnation...

Answer 6

yes if it was that detailed and you were conscious and not dreaming then you should (if you don't feel ike telling them) print out what you wrote here and show it to a dream decipher er or a psychiatrist.