I am trying to be more active (I could stand to trim down some). My wife has encouraged this. However, I have tried to make plans for day trips, hikes, camping, etc... that would get me (and the family) outdoors and being active. We have two boys age 7 and 1 & 1/2.
Every time I come up with a plan (either day trip or weekend adventure), the 1st thing out of my wife's mouth is how difficult (and thus not fun) it will be to do with the baby. I want to involve the family as this is not only a chance to get exercise, but also spend time as a family. I just spoke to her about a family camping trip over the Labor Day holiday. I couldn't even get the entire sentence out of my mouth before she stated, "No, it will be too hard to try and do with the baby - it'll be no fun." Thanks Killjoy. This was at a group scout camp with ALL activies planned, flush bathrooms, and sleeping in tents for 2 nights... Its not like it was going to be in the backcountry.
On the times I have set aside time to go for a walk, bike, hike, run by myself - I get a guilt trip from her about HER being "stuck" with the kids while I'm off doing "my own thing".
Yet - she often gives me reminders of my need to loose weight / guages my portion sizes at meals / etc...
I feel as if she is using the baby as an excuse to NOT do anything outdoors as a family.
I help out with ALL aspects of the kids - I even went so far as to borrow one of those baby-backpacks for me to carry the toddler on family walks / hikes... she still complains that its too much trouble to go.
Last week - I decided to take BOTH boys (by myself) on a walk around the lake in our community (about 1.5 mile roundtrip - gone for a little over 1 hr)... she was p*ssed off because she felt "left out" - WTF ?!?!
Due to a hormone issue - she shed pounds like crazy after the baby was born and now weighs less than when we got married. I on the other hand, put on the sympathy weight and can't seem to get rid of it.
I am puzzled as to the fact that she mentions my need to trim down, but every time I try to do something about it - she seems to come up with an excuse as to why it can't be a family event, or that I am being selfish and saddling her with the kids so I can go exercise.
It feels like I'm being sabbotaged !
In addition, when we go to her mother's for any meals (usually at least once a week as they live less than 1 mile from us), her mother tries to push the leftovers to me and gets upset if I refuse (because I guess I'm a big eater).
The last time we went there for dinner - I chose to walk (she took the boys in the car b/c it was too much work to walk w/ the stroller). I got called twice on my cell and asked if I was going to be much longer, b/c they were ready to eat and waiting on me ?!?! I took me less than 20 minutes to walk there - they couldn't have been waiting more than 5 to 10 minutes.
Has anyone else EVER dealt with a similar issue? Why would a spouse make reference to you needing to loose wieght, yet then sabotage you when you try to make lifestyle changes?
Thanks in advance for any info you can provide...
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