Does anyone else believe that for some people Saturn Opposition is worse than the Saturn Return?

Question

I didn't go through Saturn Return yet but at about my Saturn Opposition I went through both h**l and Awakening. Well I am still going through it. I'm 18 now but a very horrible and hurtful thing happened to me when I was 13. But at 16 I had an awakening. Then something even more horrible than the previous one happened. It was then torture everyday. I never been in so much h**l before until I found the answer.

Right now I have a difficulty UTILIZING this answer in order to get myself out. But nevertheless, I knew the answer since I was 16, even though I realized it a year later at 17. Only now at 18 am I actually doing something and well we'll see what happens.

If I go through this, I really don't think there will be any event more or even as traumatic as that one. Maybe some changes will happen and I will be more conscious of something but I doubt it will be as Hurtful and as Awakening as this one.

My Question To You Is: Do you think that the Saturn Opposition could be more impacting to some people than the Saturn Return?

PS: Personally, my Saturn is in Capricorn in the 4th House.

Answer 1

Well depending upon the position of your natal Saturn, and the aspects it makes to other planets, the opposition can be tough. If your Saturn is in the 4th, the opposition also was around the same time as Saturn transiting your midheaven.