I sit in my dorm room sometimes all day (don't have a room mate) and I get conscious that the other suitemates think I'm weird, so I pretend to have phone conversations. I don't know why I do it. I guess I don't have a lot of people i can hang out with (maybe like 2) but they are off doing things. I have joined activities but I still have trouble finding people to have dinner with. Im a junior so I guess people have found their friends already. This is kind of sad, isn't it? I am nice, maybe overly nice but the other girls don't seem to be interested in forming friendships. To not spend the entire week in my dorm I wander the campus and hang out at the library and coffee shop. I'm not really a party person and I don't know how to strike up a conversation out of the blue with people. Sometimes it's very frustrating because I'm suppose to be having the time of my life. That's what people say about college anyway. I could get a roomate my senior year but I was hoping to be living in an apartment with some friends. That was the plan before I entered college at least. My other friends live in sorority houses and don't want to move out and I don't want to join.
What do you make of this? I don't even know what my question is actually. Maybe advice on how to kill time? or make new friends? I would volunteer but I don't have a car and campus is now too close to town.
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