I have all the symptoms of mania right now, and my urge to buy the summer trash i usually buy is not being fulfilled because i basically spent all the money from my last 2 jobs and lost my last job due to my disability, but that was a while ago.
I am looking for a job, but not having money is really hurting me, I mean i have enough to grab food and relax with friends, but i have no money to give myself pleasure by buying all these new laptops and phones coming out...
I am going crazy and i am starting to feel depressed whenever money comes up in my mind, does this happen or am i just going crazy?
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