So I met this gal at my friends birthday. We danced together that nite. I didn't get her phone number besides her friend told me she was with someone. I see her again at my other friend's party we talk talk a lot and I got her myspace. We keep in contact and eventually I get her phone number then we start talking every week at least once. Eventually we start hanging out every week during the summer. We even went to a Concert together and had dinner together a couple of nites. We've cuddled by the beach nothing more. She even took me to a very private place by the coast. I knew she wanted to kiss me but I was just shy. A week later he told me that she didn't have a boyfriend when I first met her. (Her friend lied to me!) While we'd hang out her boyfriend would call her and she'd ignore his calls. I told her how I felt about her that I wanted to be with her, that I cherished every moment we had together. She looked at me and stood quiet like a hundred thing were going through her mind. She responded that if I went out with her it would be cheating. I told her that I would wait for her. She told me that I couldn't do that, that it would be unfair to her and I. She told me that if I wanted to be friend's with her she would be ok with that .But if I didn't want to she would understand. I called her a couple of days later and told her that I do want to be friend's. She ignored me. 4 months went by and so did her birthday. I'd text her but she would never respond. I missed her soo much. It was my birthday and I texted her. I said "God if you really do exist she will text me back," a half hour later she texted me! She couldn't have known it was my birthday because I erased her from my myspace and I never told her when it was. So up till today we're talking. I even met her boyfriend at her graduation. Strangely he reminds me of me. About a month later we just hung out. And she was really dressed to impress and we were only going to a see a movie. Eventually we had dinner and at dinner she told me how much she was annoyed with the guy. I told her don't put up with it I told her that if I was her guy I would give all the independence she wanted to have and wouldn't be paranoid when she hung out with her friends. So then she told me that her boyfriend moved back out of state in with his parents and she doesn't when he'll come back. So the subject changed and off we went to go see a movie. She got really close to me. I'm kind of afraid to make a move on her. I don't want to offend her becasue I don't want to lose her and at the same times it kills me to just look at her and not kiss her. I want to soo bad.
I've called her and told her that I miss her and that I wanted to hang out with her. She told me that she has two more weeks of school and after that she is free. We were talking about going to vacation spot just up north just the two of us. She agreed. Now the question is does she like me? And should I put the negative that has happened in the past. I believe in second chances.
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