Me and my parents were living in this house; it seemed to be home as I recognised some objects in it. It was larger and more spacious than our current house, at least a 4 bedroom I would say. I remember watching television but not the program. It must have been some sort of Breakfast program as I noticed time passing by on the TV. I was aware I had to leave to walk to school at around 8.20. As the time approached I became more and more nervous, but not because of school. I got up to peek out the front door and saw my friend riding along on his bike towards my house. He stopped on the grass verge and almost threw the bike down when he got off. He looked quite upset or angry about something. Anyway he came into the house and stomped every step. A plastic rug from my childhood appeared and he created ripples in it as he moved. I was really concerned and asked him what was wrong several times but he just said he was ‘OK’. In the next moment he was gone but the bike was still on the grass. My parents also seemed concerned about him and we talked about what had happened. A while later I looked at the clock and noticed it was gone 8.30 and was rushing to get ready to leave. Then I woke up.
I think this is my subconcious coming out as I am keeping a secret from this friend. I don't think it's anything that would potentially harm the friendship just something I would be uncomfortable telling him about. About 8 months ago he started going out with this girl and they seemed quite happy together. A couple of months later she split up with him, basically because she didn't think the relationship was going anywhere. A while later me and the girl got closer and I was falling in love with her but after confessing my feelings I soon learnt it wasn't reciprocated.
Is this dream my guilt coming through? I tried telling my friend once but I just couldn't do it. He has had several other girlfriends since then by the way.
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