Does your own chidhood affect the way you are with your children? and how? mine definatly does...?

Question

for some reason i was lyig in bed last night thiking abt how crappy my childhood was, first let me explain this of course while i was a child it didnt seem that bad but now im like omg! what were they thiking!

i have 4 older siblings currently sisters 37, 35, 33, ad a bro 29 ad im 25 so you ca see im the yougest.

my father was an alcoholic who also had cancer he had pancreas, and colon cancer that later became bone cancer. he actually sopped drinking for a while then started again when i was a baby so all i knew was an alcoholic dad :( i can remember several bad times in my childhood and i mean several! one time my dad tried to stab my mom but thankfully she wasnt in her chair yes he was drunk, i can remember me and my mom sleeping in our car one night cuz he was being mean. i remember me my mom and a friend finding my dad butt aked passed out in the kitche, i remember him throwing up all the time which leads to my vomit phobia? im assuming, i mean i like freak when someone other

Answer 1

 i think it does affect alot, see my mother had a very bad childhood her mother didnt want her so her grandmother took her in and didnt give the love most children get, her bad childhood i knew affected mine in every way, its harder for her to love and understand the way i did things as a teenager she didnt get what i did or say so she would ake it in a diffrent way and i would get in trouble so we would get in a fight, we were always fighting, and i never felt loved my father would always tell that she does when really she never shows it, she wouldnt touch kiss hug say i love you cudle, she would always push me away.