so lately my mom and I have been fighting so much like its really bad.
ever since shes started dating we hardly ever see her. when i'm at her house every other weekend, she usually goes out all day or up in her room talking on the phone for hours. i mean i understand her doing all that stuff when were at our dads but she should at least be happy to have us for the weekend. she also often says shell do things and then when it comes around to do it she blows it off. i feel like everything i ask or tell her she takes it the wrong way, like i have a tone or an attitude, and then i'm left thinking i dont know what i did. so then i get so angry that i'll say things i regret later and that i dont mean.
she ususally makes it so i'm always doing the wrong, and that shes always right. but honestly i would like her for once to listen to me and realize that sometimes its not always me hurting her.
i feel like shes tired of kids, and would be so much happier if we were already out on our own, off somewhere else.
then i heard her on the phone saying shes sick of me and could just drop me off at my dads house one day, pack all my stuff and change the locks so i can't come back. i mean shes said that before but i never thought she was serious, i just can't believe a mother would do that, even if she and her daughter aren't getting along too well, shouldnt she at least try and fix it, and tell me how she feels.
instead of making it seem that i'm so horrible.
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