My boyfriend and I have dated for a really long time, but aren't engaged yet. We are planning on getting married next summer though.
Last night I had a dream that I came home from work and my family told me to get ready for my wedding. Everyone was rushing me around and putting my dress on. I had not picked out my dress, the bridesmaid's dresses, the colors or anything! I get to the altar and nothing was how I wanted it to be in my thoughts before. We got married and went to the reception and everything was so rushed and I felt very unhappy. I looked down at my hand and saw I never was even engaged!
It was really sad for a few reasons: i wasn't expecting it, i wasn't engaged yet, nothing was the way i wanted
But I was also sad that my wedding I had dreamed of turned out to be unhappy! i don't want to be unhappy about it!! i love my future husband!!!!
Any insight?!?
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