Dream of meteor crashing?

Question

Okay, so the dream was a nitemare for me (I'm afraid of dying and my nitemares always include me running from something bound to kill me). I was chilling on my grandparent's back porch and dozing. I could hear a thunderstorm building in the distance and there was a vague cloud forming that I could see. I dozed a bit (sleeping in my dream, haha) and then looked at the cloud again, wondering why it wasn't getting closer. The view was amazing and terrifying. The dark clouds were littered with white smoke trails and there looked like fire mixed in the blues and purples.

Then a resoundingly loud explosion sound. There wasn't any visual changes, even though I was looking straight at the site, but I instantly knew it was a meteor impact and we were all going to die. I stood up and said, "That's it, we're dead. I love you." My friend James was in the house and heard me, but then I don't think I said anything else, we just decided to go hide behind a tree from the incoming shockwave.

Answer 1

This is somehow related to your fear of or distaste for being touched or hugged.   You are running from whatever you fear, you fear being under someone else's control, at someone else's mercy.  You feel that if you allow anyone to get too close to you, the "shockwaves" of it will "kill" you emotionally (or overwhelm you physically).

Talk with your Mom about things that happened when you were small.  Did anything happen that would cause you to fear touch?  Did you have to submit to anything that would have overwhelmed you?  Lots of medical tests and treatments?  Extreme physical punishment?  Someone who would hold onto you and not let you go?  Victim of a crime?  Anything that you may not have understood or not been able to control.

I think you long for closer relationship and the "fireworks" you think love would bring (fire mixed in the blues and purples) but you are if you relax (like dozing on your grandparent's back porch) emotionally, let down your guard, the "shockwaves" will be more than you can handle.

Pray to God and ask Him to help you identify the source of your fear.  Ask Him to over come your fear of death, and your fear of being "out of control".  Ask Him to give you a sense of His presence and protection in your life.  If you do this, you will progress in freedom and trust.  It will take time, like baby steps, perhaps, but the rewards will be worth it!  Don't just pray this once, but daily.  Even consider journaling your prayers and the new things you learn each day, as you grown in freedom and joy.

God bless you!