About 3 months ago, my grandma, who i call Nana, passed away from breast cancer.
The day she passed was so heartbreaking, and what hurt the most was that i saw the whole thing.
Im not gonna explain the whole story, because its a little on the long side, and i dont wanna cry explaining it. Basically when she passed away she had a favorite doll called Madeline, you might know her from the movies, the little girl who got her appendix taken out and she has the little scar on her tummy? [: Anyway it was her favorite doll, and when she died it was laying next to her, and the first thing that happened was my uncle took the doll from next to her and came over to me and gave it to me and said 'i think nana would want you to have this' so i took it and held it for 2 days straight without letting it go once.
From then on, i had 3 dreams of her.
Two of them she communicated with me, and one time she was just there.
The first dream i had was of the night she passed away, and i was holding the madeline doll when i went to sleep. That night i was really upset and stuff, so i was sleeping with my mom, and i had the doll between us. So in my dream i woke up, and i saw my nana laying there just looking at me smiling and she was just like, glowing with happiness. Then she said 'hi lauren" and i said 'nana? what are you doing here' and she laughed and said, 'i have no room' and i said 'what do you mean' and she said 'i dont have enough room' and i said 'what are you talking about' and she looked at me and she said 'im laying between you and your mom' and i seemed a little shocked, and i asked her 'where's madeline?' and she said 'for you, i am madeline'
and then i woke up.
My second dream was that i was at my friend kristen's birthday party, which was strange because she was having a birthday party in a few days at her house. In the dream i was at my old house, and my grandma was there, and she was in the kitchen. Im guessing she was making the food for my friends birthday party. I dont really remeber the conversation, but i know that we were talking. I remember what she was wearing, her little slippers and comfy sweat pants and a plain sweater, just like she would always wear when she was cooking in the kitchen [:
My third dream i didnt communicate with her. In my dream i was at her house, and i was walking down the hallway that lead into the dining room. The living room was connected to the dining room so i remember that my grandpa, and a few other members of my family were sitting in there by the fire just talking. I walked into the dining room, and i saw my grandma there and she was wearing a white night gown, just like she would always wear to bed. i saw her and she was just standing there, looking at me and then looking around and i yelled 'Nana?!' and my family looked at me, and i said 'Everyone, Nana's here, shes right here, can you see her?' and they all looked at and said 'lauren shes not here, what are you talking about?' and then i started crying and screaming something like 'shes here, i see her, why dont you believe me' and then i looked back to my nana, and she was gone. This dream makes alot of sense to me, because im the only person in my family who has had a dream about her where she talked to me, and no one else has seen her or talked to her yet.
I personally think that in all 3 dreams she was contacting me in someway, but i wanna know what you think or if you have had a dream about someone you know thats passed away.
Any thoughts or stories would be great, thanks[:
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