Early Maturing Girls as Women?

Question

I am a young woman who physically matured early as a girl (began developing breast in third grade and menstruated in fourth grade) I also looked much older than girls my age. Being earlier developed caused me to have low self-esteem and body image and I often felt like an outsider at school. I often masked by chest in bulky clothes and sweaters. My personality also began to change during this time. I stopped participating in sports and physical activities and became painfully shy and isolated which continued well into high school. I basically stopped being a kid because I felt I no longer was one, I guess I never gave myself to fully live out my time as a little girl. As a young women (almost 20) I feel that the effects of developing so early are still haunting me. I believe that I suffer from social anxiety because of this. Can someone tell me my social anxiety truly stems from early puberty? Also can someone list any effects of early development as girls become women?

Answer 1

Growing up isn't easy. I expect most others had issues too.  

Answer 2

Yes, it sounds like it did have affect you.  The social anxiety is a part of it.  I say seek help from a professional.

Answer 3

at least u could wear junior clothes early! kids clothes sucks!