i'm 5'2..... I think i used to have borderline Anorexia a few years ago. i would only eat maybe 600 calories a day, not trying to lose weight but just from a fear of getting fat. I was usually around 115 pounds.
I got pregnant and started eating uncontrollably. I had a healthy son, but 2 years later i still eat too much.
ive managed to lose weight, now im 120 and i feel so fat!! i wish i could have the control i had before, but i eat so much. when im at home, i get sad and bored and tired. so i eat to stop thinking sad things. all my friends and everyone i know thinks of me as a happy, pretty, bubbly person but when im alone, i feel like a sad fatty.
i cant tell when im hungry, so sometimes i skip meals until i can feel that im starving. other times i just "graze" all day long, eating whatever i have. ramen, cereal... i try not to even buy snacks. i will eat an entire box of cookies in one day, until im so full i feel sick, then i will eat more later. my mom will sometimes give me boxes of cookies for my son, he will eat one and i will eat all 29+ left over!!
what is this eating problem? what should i do?
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