I'm a severely depressed person and an off (off means numb or slightly depressed). My religion has a rule against using drugs, as does the law. I'm not *very* anti-drugs but they just don't make sense to me.
However, I have a few friends that do E lately and talk about how you really bond and it lets you trust better and love better (even after it wears down). I just assumed these are people trying to rationalize their drug use or something,
but then I prayed about it and felt strongly that this is something I should do. I was really confused about that. But now I think that if my brain chemistry is just so messed up that I can't even trust people, and feel connected to noone, maybe this really will help...
I've taken anti-depressants, and E could be like an extreme one. It also was used in therapy with good results...
Thoughts?
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