Emotional Wreck at the Idea of Becoming a Doctor, should I become one?

Question

I'm 17 and a senior in HS. The idea of becoming a doctor just makes me quiver and feel on a different level of progression. However, the thought of the work needed to put into becoming one amplifies my nervousness and resolve to continue in that course. I really love helping people whenever they ask me a question and I am a versatile student. But the thought of working so hard and not fulfilling the goal put forth just drains the ambition out of my mind and soul. I'm not even as intelligent as a doctor, in my eyes, should be. The MCAT feels like a needle that will eventually destroy the last bit of morale and hope in me. Should I Not Become a Doctor and let the pressure crush my goals or ride the storm, work diligently and finish the true test of self?

Answer 1

The true test of self is not resigning yourself to misery just to achieve a goal. The true test of self is being strong enough to follow your own heart.

If this isn't what you truly want, then run. Run like h**l. And be brave enough to live life on your own terms.

Answer 2

to tell you the truth that is a rhetorical question. If you quiver at the thought of being a doctor than don't do it. If you wish to help people become a sociologist. As to surpassing the true test of self and becoming a doctor is your choice...you either quiver at thoughts of a doctor or become a sociologist and still work with/help people.

Answer 3

My cousin wanted to become a Doctor. He couldn't (diabetic) be a doctor but became an anaesthetist. You can either ride the storm or put the decision on hold for now - it is your call. If you are more comfortable with giving up before you have really started then you probably wouldn't make a good one any way. Only you can decide what other options there are for you, and whether or not you can settle for something less - and a lot will obviously depend on the academics you succeed in. Follow your dream is my advice. Hard years ahead but a lifetime of helping people with huge rewards of personal self-worth and purpose behind your existence. Sorry, this turned out to be a bit lengthy. I didn't mean it to be so. Regards & Good Luck. UK