right now i dont know if i can even put into words how i feel. i feel like im not evr good enough for anyone. i am only me and i feel like im always letting everyone down. my parents friends sisters and boyfriend. and i mean my parents expect so many things out of me i dont know if i will ever be. im going to be a junior and my sis is leaving for college and usually she takes care of my lil sis and the house and does most things i always did the little things but now it seems i have to start doing everything and i cant. thats not who i am and im having a hard time adjusting since only recently my parents expected me to step up. and i cant! i have to pass all my classes this year cuz i just moved and im already on the verge of having to repeat cus of my credits, i dont have enough cus of all my moving and so, if i fail anything they will make me repeat. and i have no friends that live here. and im just frustrated. i have college to start thinking about, and idk. i just dont know if i can do it all anymore. i am not superwomen. and i dont think its fair everyone is asing me to be.
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