Everyday life issues.?

Question

I will begin by saying that I hear voices, it tells me to do things, sometimes not so bad things, but the other stuff is very evil. I need some treatment, I am paranoid, and feel like someone is coming after me.

I am horrible at social situations. The doctor treats me bad, but I go back to see them, because I feel worthless, and think I deserve the abuse.

What will I do, the voices are starting to bother me more and more.

What shall I do? I see things from walls,pictures, that are distorted, and tiny little men, and aliens etc. Its starting to bug me. I need the courage to get help.

The thing that bothers me the most though is the thoughts that I have I know I will not react on them in a bad way. I believe in god, and try to keep busy.

I prefer to be like this, get high off myself and feel the emotional and physical abuse.

I am sick like that.

So please help me, tell me to go to h**l or something, I am really looking for the yelling and the abuse.

Kindly abuse me.

This is not a joke, I been taught to get everything as the last one, and to accept that fact that I am worthless.

Answer 1

I do not think that you are worthless, you know how to write right.

Voices talk to you because you are too imaginative.

You are not paranoid, maybe you are shy.

You are not sick.

The words you wrote, even though they are so sad and pain full, it shows that you must put on paper more of your thoughts.

I am not worry with you. I see a great future.

Keep writing, feelling papers with words and publish.

One day, in a very near future, I'll see your book at the window.

Best luck for you.

Put faith in you.

From Brazil

marthacappy