Everyone hates and feels uncomfortable around me

Question

everyone hates me

but oh - they like me when im bored, sad, upset.and quiet and grumpy........

my nan - always liks to start arguments with me

example - once went round her house - she was on the phone - she said to someone - dont coem round - then she said ok comeround - i said - see look - she always lets her come round in the end

then she got cross with me and bashed her phone on the ground

from then - see see! you broke my phone!! you did! - im not paying for a new one you are!!!

or - she looks at everyone one when she is talking and avoids looking at me

same with all other poeple - they feel uncomfortable around me

i go all quite - cause i feel uncomfortable with them now....................

also - my mum - she loves my sister so much more than me - when my sis - astays at home - mum: oh please coem out!!!- me at home - ok see you later.....

usally when everyone laughs about something - i put on a faulse laugh - cause i dnt find it funny

i get in fights with my mum quite alot - slap punch her - throw things down the stairs!!!!!!!

draw on the walls!!

today - im getting fat and for the last few days - ben on our bums to much! - felt bored and corss and sad

so i kicked y mum - salped her - and threw a a pack of cards on her forehead.....

:(

and kicked my sister aswell - she doesnt like me atall

other teenagers - laugh at me - just because i am quiet and too scared and nervous to talk to them

i have 0 friends - i dunno what to say - to peple - i dont like metting people - :(

Answer 1

I'm sorry to hear that. I have the same problem,I never get respect from anyone.

Once my brother hit me and my parents yelled at me.

everything they don't want they put in my room(even if there is no room)

everyone is allowed to be angry but I'm not allowed to be angry

they always blame me even if it's their fault.

don't feel bad hun,you're not the only one that goes through it.

Answer 2

Focus, it's all to do with focus. Focus on your strengths not your weaknesses & I am sure you will find solutions. Regards UK

Answer 3

What is your question?

I would seek therapy.

Remember life is what you make it, so make it good.