I am depressed and have anxiety problems- I've seen a therapist, I'm on medications, I've been locked down in a physch ward for a week b/c I was out of control. I am made fun of at school, like having ppl. take pictures of me siting alone by myself, and posting it on some website. I am overweight, I have tried every sport imaginable, nothing seems to interest me, my true passion is writing. I eat salads constantly with little dressing. I have tried to commit suicide so many times but I was afraid, and inexperienced. I have tried talking to my parents but because I am so nervous about everything, my parents get stressed from all my problems, I have family issues, not to mention we are in total debt and having to have reduced lunches at school and borrow money like crazy...I'd really like a bf, someone to actually like me but I can't find anyone...I feel like the world is against me, I'm literally all alone, I have no true real support system, not even myself, I am so unstable...I've tried any and everything that everyone has suggested, I truly have given it my best effort...but nothing....
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