We bump into each other a lot. Our breakup wasn't nasty or anything, it just didn't work and we decided to be friends instead. But he promised me (even before we began dating) that he'd never just be another one of those guys that after a breakup, would see me in the hallway, and just ignore me and pretend like he doesnt even know me. (This always happened to me everytime a guy didnt work out and I have issues trusting guys in the beginning because of this.) Well, he repeatedly reminded me of his promise before, during, and after we dated. Even after we broke up, he messaged me and asked if I was OK and a couple days later reminded me he still hasn't abandoned me. But I saw him at the movies a week later and texted him during the movie and after it was over he walked over and said hi and left. We kept bumping into each other at the mall but all we could do was wave and just keep walking. I've bumped into him so many times after that and all we do is smile and wave (especially since we're always with friends). I dont hate him or anything and I'm pretty sure he doesnt hate me.. we just dont know how to be friends again. And i've just kind of lost respect for him cause he didnt keep his promise but I know that's a hard promise to keep but still... I mean it's so awkward because after we wave and walk away, we always stay somewhere close and my friends tell me he's still staring at me from where he's standing and that he keeps staring at me still ... how do I deal with this? I dont have hopes of getting back with him but I obviously still have feelings .. even though I still dont know exactly if i like him/hate him right now cause i'm getting mixed feelings... not as strong as hate, not as strong as like.
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