I've never gotten on with my brother, no matter what I do. He calls me a b***h and every other name under the sun...all the time. He always gets what he wants because he's the "baby" - he's 16. He gets everything he wants.
My mom really favors my eldest sister (I have two) and we all know it. Lately she acts like I'm not there. She yells at me a lot. If there's ever an arguement or disagreement between me and my brother (or sister) she automatically sides with them, even without having a clue what happened (she has even admitted to this). I know I'm her least favorite and I think it's because I don't rely on her as much as the others. She has never told me she loves me but I hear her tell my sisters regularly (they no longer live at home).
As for my dad, we used to get on pretty well. He started a new job last year and ever since then he's been over stressed. He drinks a lot more than he used to - at least a bottle of wine a night (often 2 and most nights he'll also have a gin). I hear him yelling and swearing all the time, usually not at people, just because he's angry. It still upsets me though.
I don't know what to do anymore. My mom and my brother hate me and my dad is just not the same... I'm on the verge of just ending it all... advice please
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