my school offers an option where you can enroll to take classes at a local college in your junior and senior year. and you get 2 years of college paid for by the high school. my sister took this opportunity, and graduated in June from high school, and graduates in December from College.
I am going to be a sophmore this year. my entire family thinks that i am going to follow what my sister did. the problem is that im not comfortable doing this and taking this opportunity. im more attached to my high school than my sister ever was, and i have made so many new friends through a newly consolidated school district. and im just not wanting to throw all this away so i can get two free years of college.
my family is just so demanding in that i should take college classes and get the free education while i can. i tried to explain to my grandmother about my decision when she asked if i was going to do it or not. i told her no and she told me i was dumb for not taking the opportunity and running with it. now im afraid to tell my parents that i dont want to do it. im afraid they won't be accepting of the fact that im happy with my school life and im not comfortable with taking the college route. and im afraid i will become a failure in their eyes.
i am always afraid that i am disappointing them. how can i tell them about my decision without them being disappointed or upset about it? after the reaction i got from my grandmother it makes me afraid what my own parents are going to think. do you think they will be accepting of my choices in life? im stuck between a rock and a hard place. i know im smart, but at the same time i love my school and i dont want to leave. so how can i break it to them that im not following in my sister's footsteps?
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