Lately ive jsut been thinking about the relief it would be to die, im not afraid of death either. Ive been feeling overwhelmed lately with my life and i am pretty alone (find it hard to make friends ha) and seems like all my human interactions are fake and put on just to prove to these people im not the freak they think i am.
i dunno, i jsut find myself daydreaming about a better life
and im not suicidal at all never have been i would never take my own life but these thoughts keep popping into my head, i have anxiety and im starting to think i have a avoidant personality disorder.
some advice or anything you think is wrong would help me clear my head a bit?
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