I am friends with married man. When I met him I thought he was great person. I just say him as someone to chat with and ask for advice about my problem. I loved spending time with because he gave me the attention that I never had from my father.
My father doesn't even bother to call me to see how I am doing and my mom passed away which I am still dealing with. So the married man gave me the attention that I was lacking in my life saw him as a father figure. He is 22 years older than me.
In addition, I started to fall for him because something about him that turned me on. He must have sensed it because he told me that he is married and he just enjoys my company. I was kind of disappointed and I didn't speak to him for 3 weeks. I missed him when we were apart during that time which gave me second thought. So I decided to go back to visit him because thought it was better to have a friendship than nothing.
When I went back, he was happy to see me again and we continued to talk as normal. Then he started talking about women he used to hook up with long time ago. He was telling me how good she was and what kind of position they did. As he was talking, he started to get hard and I jokingly asked if I can feel it. He was like sure ten he started to touch me sexually. Be fore we knew it, we started kissing then I ended up going down on him. He was morning so loud and he lasted 5 minutes.
After that he told me that when he met me he just saw me as a friend but something happened and he just saw me differently.
When I was going home, I started feeling guilty about it. His wife works during day in the government started to think about her and how hurt she would be if she were to find out. I want to end the affair and stay platonic friends with him because I enjoy his company. Should I tell him that?
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