Feeling suicidal. Not really liking life atm. ;/?

Question

So, this is basically what happened since school started 2 days ago.

I'm 13, turning 14, and in grade 8.

1. I went to school, checked class lists, met some old friends and made some new friends. Somone came up to me and saw my iPod Touch, he thought it was cool and asked "May I see it?" I was like sure, and handed it to him.

NOW, SINCE I HAVE A BAD MEMORY, I can't remember if he handed it to me, or decided to take it. but I'm pretty sure he gave it back. But all I know is it's gone. Gone for good, and that think I spent like $300 on. Well, not me, my parents did, so this is the problem, HOW DO I TELL MY PARENTS? D:

2. A girl I tried to ask out, she rejected me, and made me feel like sht over the summer, I got over her, and THOUGHT that she had moved to Florida. But she didn't, she was visiting, so, shes suddenly in my Home Room class, which makes me feel bad, and whenever I see her, she flirts with some guy, especially some idiotic nerd, it pisses me off how he's like, TOTALLY immature and stuff, and I'd give my life for her. ;/

I really don't know what to do, I'd like some tips on how to ignore her.

3. My cousin died, yesterday. We were sorta close, but not that much.

I don't know what to do losing a family member. ;/

Now, in the morning, I go to school, and I'm not like a loser or anything, I know over 90% of the people in my grade + in grade 7, and they know me, and the grade 9's, I don't know. So I guess I'm sorta well known in my grade. So I went to school, and I don't know why, but I start feeling suicidal for the rest of the day, I really need somone to help me out here. no bullsht please. ;/

Answer 1

Sweetheart your 13 years old. Suicide should be the furthest thing from your mind. Your parents will get over the iPod missing. and as for the girl. If she wants to flirt with an idiot in front of you then all she's doing is making herself look bad not you. You've got the rest of your school days to go through to let one GIRL ruin it for you. In time you'll find someone else that you really like and then you can flaunt her around in the other girl's face.

So quit thinking suicide because it's not worth it and you'll get over today's events I promise

Answer 2

Ouch about the girl. She seems like a total snob. Probably not someone you would want to date anyway. Why would you want a girl that is going to be mean to you? As for you ipod. Another Ouch! That totally sucks. You must be going crazy over it. I think that if you're having suicidal thoughts you need to talk to either your parents, a friend, or a psychologist asap. My depression started at about your age as well. Most adults don't realize it but middle school is truly a hard time for people. It's very stressful. Your body is changing in many ways, you're becoming a young adult. Please get the help you need.

-Witch

Answer 3

You really shouldn't turn to people on the internet who don't know you to talk you out of suicide. I'm sure your parents would love to know how you're feeling. Ask them to take you to a therapist who can talk to you without judgment or go to a guidance councilor at school. They're there to help. Plus its completely confidential. You are way too young to be having thoughts like that. You should be enjoying life. A therapist can help you learn to cope with the loss of a family member and also the things you may experience at school or anywhere else. I go to a therapist just to talk. It makes you feel much better afterward.

Seriously though. Take this to your family, not to the internet.

Answer 4

I'm not going to lie a lot of stuff has been happening to you lately but suicide is not the answer and i'm telling you this with experience I was 10 years old and i attempted many times to end my life but i'm not going to give you a whole big sad sob story about my life but i will try to help with you. I would like to start off saying that I am totally sorry for your loss time will heal the pain but right now you might want to talk to some family members or talk to some close friends about how hurt and sad you are or lock yourself up in your room and just cry if that helps you in anyway! second of all about this girl issue just forget about her she is not worth your time and try to see if there is anyone else you can see as being your type and trust me i know how hard it is getting over a crush. now about the whole i-pod touch thing do you even really remember actually getting back the i-pod or do you just assume. if you just assume i would track the person down and ask if that person ever gave it back to you if he said yes then i would look everywhere meaning your locker, classes, home, book bag but then again that kid might be lying about giving your i-pod back so i would watch him through out the days and see him holding your i-pod. Finally i would talk to your mom about seeing a therapist i no your like me see a therapist but this but thinking about ending your life is serious you might have a little bit of depression and depression is an illness and it can be treated. but then again you might just be thinking about ending your life because your just stressed and as your problems fad away so should your feeling of suicide but if it doesn't i would see a theripist. I hope that helped and you can e-mail me if you want to talk to somebody!

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