Female genital tract trauma?

Question

when i was 6 years old in sudan this older girl and her younger sister from a nuba african tribe did something to my clitoris or urethra I'm not sure, then she used to take me under the bed and "hump me" (clitoris stimulation) no intercourse, after she left i started doing the same thing but with a pillow it felt like a high like you of course you need erotic thoughts but afterward i black out for a second and i feel so strange and not myself (i acquired neurotic disorder).

now 10 years later i'm back to reality and i realized she gave me an infection (possibly because her and her sister were trying to preform genital mutilation on me)

my question is this: Do i have an infection? why do i feel the need to do the pillow trick (clitoris stimulation using the pillow so badly)

Answer 1

It is called masterbation...it is normal. Also, you can't have an infection for that long and not know it.

Answer 2

There is only one way to find out about infection. That is to go to the doctor and get checked.

The pillow trick is called masturbation. There is nothing wrong with it. And by itself it's not supposed to give you an infection or mutilation.