okay soo, i still havn't made out or kissed anyone
BUT sadly, i was at this party and it was the first time i got really drunk, so one of my close friends (she's a girl) was like OMG you havnt made out yet?
and i said, (i was drunk) that i didnt even know how!
so she's like..oh here let me show you!
and after like two seconds i pushed away cause i was like...uhh WTF>!
so yeah, i 'm NOT gayyy no, BUT what a horrible first
i just wanted to have like a meaningful first kiss
and that just ruined everything, i hate thinking about it because it makes me soo sad :(
do you think that it counts, or i still have a first kiss waiting?
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