So, I finally talked to my sister. She called and said that she'd just needed some time to think. She said that she was sorry she'd blown me off and that she understood that it must have been scary for me to see what he'd done, not understanding domestic discipline or their relationship. She said, "I consented to this. He didn't force it on me."
I said, "You consented to being whipped across the back? On top of a sunburn? You told him that it was okay for him to do that?"
And then she finally admitted that she hadn't consented to that part specifically, that she had actually asked--begged him not to do it, but that he'd told her that he had to make sure she didn't "forget this lesson." And she said she never will forget, that she'd never felt pain like that before. My blood was boiling at this point, but I did my best to follow the advice I got on my earlier question, and just listen. And then she finally said it, "I know he means well...but he just went too far."
I asked her if she'd told him that and she said not yet. I so wanted to tell her to get out of there, at least for a while, but I held my tongue and I just told her that I'm here for her. It was the hardest thing I've ever done. For me, if he was just spanking her, maybe I could accept it, even say that if it truly makes her happy then good for her, but this is like taking someone with a broken leg and kicking them in the shin. Injury on top of injury, and as someone mentioned, the possibility of organ damage on top of that.
I have to make a confession---my 4-year old daughter is not my husband's biological child (he has adopted her). I was with her biological father for 2 years. And he was an alcoholic who shoved me around and slapped my face on a regular basis, and beat me senseless on more than one occasion. It took finding out I was pregnant to get me the h**l out of there. I made it out alive and I'm grateful for that. And as crazy as it sounds, I credit him with helping me become who I am now--a woman who will not be intimidated. If you back me into a corner, I will fight back with everything I have. So yeah, I'm obviously biased when it comes to men beating on women--consensual or not--but I still don't see how this could be okay. Does anyone really think it is?
Is there anything else I can do? Or should I really just let this go? What if it's something even worse next time?
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