did you find college was better for you? I'm 16 and it's a shame to say that i feel like the world is out to get me. nothing, i mean nothing has gone right. i'm not living the typical teenager life. my friend kasey ruined my friendship with my best friend since kindergarten maria. she felt threatened that me and maria were closer so she decided to hold maria hostage in her house and wouldn't allow me to come over. mature, right?
now i have one friend who is too into her studies to ever hang out. this girl kasey is on top, as always, with all the friends in the world enjoying life while i sit home.
i'm eager to go to college.. i have one more year left of dealing with immature girls. i'll be 17 in october and i'm the youngest of the grade yet i feel more mature than everyone else. i would never deliberately go out of my way to hurt someone. i don't understand why every teenage girl is so cruel. i never caused problems and i went with the flow of things. i don't deserve this because i always treat people with respect.
why am i loosing hope? my mother feels so bad for me that i had terrible teen years, one bad friendship after the other. i feel like i'm letting her down because she only wants me to be happy and she knows i am by no means happy.
i feel like such a dissappointment because it's not even like i have outstanding grades. i have As and Bs and now a days colleges are so competetive. not to mention, i failed my SATs. i can't even be proud of nothing in my life. i let my parents down and most importantly myself.
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